THE
HEAVENLY CITY
SWEDENBORG,
Taking Credit for Our Actions
150 When we do good things so that we can take credit for them, we are not
doing them because we love to do good things, but because we love to be
rewarded. When we take credit for the things we do, we want to be repaid--the
reward is what we consider enjoyable, not the good things in themselves.
This means we are not spiritually-minded, but materialistic.
151 If we want to do good things that are truly good, they have to come
from love, which means doing things just because they are good. When we
have this kind of love, we do not want to hear about taking credit for what
we do. We love to do good thing s--it makes us feel very happy. On the other
hand, we feel sad if people think we are doing them for selfish reasons.
It is almost the same when we do good things for our friends just because
they are our friends, or for our brothers because they are our brothers,
or for our spouse and children because they are our spouse and children,
or for our country because it is our country--in other words, when we do
good things for people out of friendship and love. When we think carefully
about it, we will say and persuade people that we are not doing these good
things for our own sake, but for their sake.
152 When we do good things in order to be paid back, our good actions do
not come from the Lord, but from ourselves. We mainly look out for ourselves,
because we are looking out for our own good. To us, other people's good--the
good of our fellow citi zens, human society, our country, and our religion--is
merely a means of achieving our goals.
So behind good things that we do to get credit for them is hidden the good
of our own selfish and materialistic love. This kind of goodness comes from
ourselves, not from God--and any goodness that comes from ourselves is not
really good. In fact, as much as selfishness and materialism are hidden
behind it, it is harmful.
153 When we have real kindness and real faith, we have no desire to take
credit for what we do. The joy of kindness comes from goodness itself, and
the joy of faith comes from truth itself. When we have this type of kindness
and faith, we know what it is like to do good things without wanting to
take credit for them. But we have no conception of this when we do not have
kindness and faith.
154 The Lord taught in Luke that we should not do good things to be repaid:
If you love people who love you, what thanks will you get? . . . even lawbreakers
do that. . . . It is better to love your enemies, do good things for them,
and lend to them without hoping for anything in return. Then you will get
a large repaym ent, and you will be children of the highest one. (Luke 6:32-35)
The Lord also taught in John that the good things we do cannot come from
ourselves if we want them to be good:
We cannot receive anything unless it is given to us from heaven. (John 3:27)
And in another place:
Jesus said, "I am the vine, you are the branches . . . Just as a branch
cannot produce fruit by itself unless it remains on the vine, neither can
you unless you remain in me. . . . Anyone who remains in me, and whom I
remain in, produces a great deal of fruit. You can do nothing without me."
(John 15:4-8)
155 Since all goodness and truth come from the Lord, and none of it from
us, and since anything good that comes from us is not good, we cannot take
credit for anything--only the Lord can. It is the Lord's integrity that
rescued the human race by his o wn power, and which rescues us when we do
good things for his sake. So in the Bible, people are called "fair"
when they have the Lord's integrity and fairness associated with them, and
"unfair" when their own fairness and integrity are associated
with the m.
156 Real joy, which comes from loving to do good things without wanting
to be repaid, is the reward that lasts forever. The Lord puts heaven and
unending happiness into this kind of goodness.
157 If we think and believe that people who do good things will go to heaven,
and that we should do good things so that we will go to heaven, that is
not making reward our goal or taking credit for what we do. People who do
good things from the Lord t hink and believe that way. However, if we think,
believe, and do things in order to get to heaven, but do not love goodness
because it is good, then we do want a reward, and we do take credit for
our actions.